no surprise here
Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Piss Off...
Ok...chalet has been booked finally and i'm soo not happy with it.. Seriously. Wani sorta of self-centered. I mean... ya.. she does deserves a break hence the 3d 2n stay. But i seriously can't stay overnight and dun wan to stay over night. I had to tell my mum that it's a 3d 2n sc camp. I somehow feel guilty. Sometimes i just feel that we could call off the whole thing. I don't feel secure. Feel like crying. I did that tell her i wan a 2d 1n stay. That wld be nice. And spent less. But she argue up to she deserving a break and all that. And i had to give in. I really regret not speakin up back.. Shit.. But anyway, i'll go with the flow. Whatever happens happens.. Also..cash is freakin short for me. fuck sia.. At most qal n wani have to pay my share and when i got money i return lor. All thanks to wani who book 3d 2n. urggghhh
Anyway, i still got my sc performance to prepare... and also mani's chalet. i'm gonna put my best in that chalet and somehw i feel secure preparing for that chalet. But.. i have no idea how am i gonna stay. This time i vow not to tell lies to my mum. It's a 2d 1n stay. I'll be tellin mani my prob abt me stayin and see what he can do abt it. At most he'll be talking to my mum lah. Whatever happens happens here also..
haiz.. can't stop thinkin abt the cumin chalet. Piss off at wani... This whole chalet had ruin my day. Also the invitation cards..Kinda stupid to print card rith.. I mean cum'on.. it's juz a chalet where we gather ppl together.. And to print card u can't possibly use plain a4 size paper rith.. it's suppose to be in a card material and size will be about 1/4 of a a4 size paper.. Have to buy rith.. Then spent more money.. Then complain no money.. Like DUH.... Keep spendin... no budget.. of cuz lah.. sure broke... And like which chalet uses invitation cards??.. Anyway, i'm not emphasising too much on the cards. I'm half ok with it. It's something diff. But the thing which i'm soo not happy abt is that it's 3days. Like shit.. I only got $60 bucks with me which i vow never to touch unless emergency. But now.. how.. bloody hell..
Ok.. i told myself this. I'm goin to do whatever i can to this chalet. Make it a success. I noe qal n wani can do things. And yayat will be there to help. So .. who noes, i might not turn up for the chalet at all.. provided i'm still piss off. Or i might juz come for the 2nd day and leave at night. see how.. anyway..gtg...tata
PS: Wani and Qal... Hope u read this.. All naggings/advices will not be entertained.
3:24 AM