no surprise here
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Knew This Would Happen...
A few days ago.. (last week) i knew that stress will get the better of me. And ya.. it sure did.. Only tues and i cld feel it.. and it's gonna get worse.. Somehow i also knew that i wont be able to take it. But for now, it's juz d beginning.
Especially today, for no reason whatsoever, i'm starting to recall loads of embarressing moments, moments which i dont want to remember and d bad days of me being a kid. Somehow, those are all nightmares to me now.
Also, nearly teared earlier when there was a communication breakdown between my grandad n i. He was askin bout my cuzzin's sch result and i wanted to tell him that we avent received anything yet.. Somehow he made things difficult for me and i had problem tellin him in tamil. It juz had to stopped and he laughed.. Dont know whether i answer wrongly or wad but yeah.. he laugh. And i sooo know that he was laughin at me and my tamil. Got frastrated and went straight to my room. Conclusion: I SOO HATE HIM!!!
Anyway was sorta studyin d whole day but my concentration was there most of my time. Got distracted very easily. Sometimes when i cld concentrade, d bad memories juz flow in through my mind. Nothing i do cld stop all these nonsences.
I only manage to finish up my marketing notes ysday. Was studyin/concentratin from 2pm -4am ysdae. Whoa!!!... My Econs still sux.. D more i tink bout my stupid ungraded assignment, more stress n furious i get.
Anyway, overall, today i was angry n upset most of my time. D only time when i wasnt was when i was concentratin on d music i was listenin to, d mutton podcasts and disturbing my mum. My econs notes are al around me now but juz cant touch it.
I dont know what to do.. realli... I juz wan to hang loose.. Do nothing.. be lazy, but i noe i cant.. well not for now at least... And as long as those bad memories of mine stop comin back, i shld be fine...
12:57 AM
may the force be with you
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- digi cam
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