Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Piss Off and Hatred All Over Me
Dont know why.. Been like since since Monday..
There's jim. Suddenly he entered my head and juz cldnt go away. Tryin to get it outta my head. And fortunately.. that's progressing..
There's Qal who i presume he's DEAD.... Damn piss off... Forget his frends already.. Dont know whrs he's workin.. At one point, says that he want to reject d job i got for him.. Ok.. nvm.. But he's being sooo unresposible by not telling my cuzin.. Then later on, he said that he will accept ths job, now he has gone MIA... msg him, no reply. Haiz..Forget it..
So, besides this, i'm lonely... It realli sux and i dont wanna elaborate on that..
And i also have loads of assignments... But so little time. Actualli i cld finish one of my assignment within 2 days but kavi kept talkin to me and kept wantin me t entertain her. I feel sorta bad cuz i know she's lonely here but I'M NOT FREE!!! It's been 3 days and i still havent complete my MS assignment. Also, this sat, i'm going out wif my frends. I dont want her to tag along but scared that she will. Why, because i just want to be away from her and destress myself. Also, if she comes out with me, her safety is in my hands and i have to bring her home early. I dont't come home early on a Sat. Definition of early in this case is 8+pm. Definition of me not comin home early is 12am. How.. u tell me!!!! Fortunatly my mum will help me on this.. hehe.. Anyway, from today until friday, kavi will be at TP for her orientation and will be home late. So, i'll be coming home early cuz i can concentrade on my assignments without her yakking. MUAHAHAHAHA..
And also, from my klass, mel.. she's a realli nice person, but she gets irritating at times. Irritating in the sense of she panics .. literally panic. And whenever she does that, i'll be like, shut up. Indirectly, she can make me lose my mood to study. And she keeps talking about the future.. Future in the sense of, what are we gonna study later on, will it be ez or hard, can we cope.. bla bla bla.. Like i can answer your questions!!! But the most irritating thing is that when she panics. And smth she freaks me out due to the fact that's she's 50/50.
And for my rest of the probs in my head.. I'm gonna take this very day to slove all. Knock some sense in it. Brain dont want to cooperate with me.. Damn it.. hehe..
2:46 PM