no surprise here

Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.


Sunday, May 27, 2007
1 Week Of Agony

Yes it's finally here.. My 1 week of agony.. I've got a good feeling about my papers. And really hope that, that feelin will stay on.

Anyway, today went to meet Jaffar n SE. Went to study and SE went all CRAZYYYY.. After that, SE left and Jaf and i went roamin. Suntec damn crowded. Well, the Singapore Sale is now all. That explains the crowd. And today.. jaffar shopped and i didnt.. sad lah.. Hands were itchy to grab smth but nth to grab. Sad lah.. Also learnt a new thing frm SE.. I know it's abit outdated already lah.. But learnt that Roxy and Quiksliver and under 1 company. And also found out about their logos. Amazing.

And oh yes.. This is dedicated to SE : "I SAW ISKANDAR TODAY!!!"

And yet to see Pirates of the Caribbean. Hoping to catch it this comin weekend with whoever. And hopefully, it wont be crowded this coming weekend. So can watch in peace.

Anyway, this week has been terrible for me. Studies clash with weird stuff and all that. Hope my 1 week of agony will only have studies and stress problems. Haha.. I know.. weird.. haha..

And to karthik.. the reason why i didint reply to ur realli stupid last msg askin me whether i still angry with u or not is very simple. At first not angry and i dont realli care cuz it's all TOO LATE. Secondly i got piss off cuz for d whole week.. nobody invited me... So i take it as i'm not invited which i know that's not ur intention right... But what to do.. u cant possibly show up to a party OFFICIALY UNINVITED .. right.. But in the end.. i still dont care cuz right now.. i dont have time to see to that problem.. and i might not proberbly hold anyting against u guys. So .. now u tell me.. whether i angry or not??

And so.. this marks the end of my entry.... Haha.. juz wanted to type out that phrase. Slpy...

2:19 AM


Thursday, May 24, 2007
Screwed-Up Life

Smth iv got no idea what d hell i'm doin. My life is like in a cross-road. No idea whr to go. So i'll be there sittin and wait for smone to pick me up. Haiz.. Damn screwed up..

Anyway, past 2 days hasnt been good for me.. Headache and juz simply freaked out. D last time it happened to me, it set me thinkin for like 2 days. But this is worse. Luckily today was fine. But still freaked out.

Anyway, exam is nex mon and bz studyin. Havent touched my book today.. Later lah.. sian.. Nex week will be a whole week of agony. Mon, Wed and Fri exam. And sat i'm Soooo gonna see Pirates of d Carribean. Maybe Fri after exam also can. See how. I got a double plan for d movie. After Sun.. then i'll know my answer.

Will slp early today. Will be headin down to AMK soon after i get a sms. Damn bored stayin at home. Especially when there's a pest roamin arnd me.. it simply gets frustrating.

Damn.. back pain and shoulder pain due to improper sitting position while studyin. Haha..

Alright.. SMS has been recived and now off to AMK.. tata..

7:29 PM


Friday, May 18, 2007
A Series Of Fortunate Events

What i thought out to be a normal day, eventually turned out to be a WHOA day.. Yeah.. A day to take note of May 18 Friday 2007. No wonder it's said that friday is a auspicious day for hindus. Hmm..

Anyway, it started out when i managed to persuade me mum to stay home and do her house/home work instead cuz she had work outside today. So it was a joy for me. Then, later Sumitra msged me about d exam results. I was like.. 'What.. It's Out.. I Die Lah... " hehe.. Then got my mum to run down to check d letter box. Was eagerly awaiting for the results. Prayin hard and cross fingers i got d letter. Tore open it and i was like ' huh'.. For about 5 mins.. i was still wonderin wether i pass or fail. After readin throughly.. i found out that i PASS!!! Both modules.. Freakin happy lah.. Phew... I always thought that i'll fail Econs.. But hey.. I'm Smart.. Oh yeah.. Oh Yeah.. haha..

Then.. was plannin to go cyclin but didnt cuz wani was still slpin.. Haiz.. Sadded.. But i presume it was fated cuz at about 6 pluz.. My KL relatives came to my hse. Damn sudden visit.. My uncle told my mum that he wanted it to be a surprise. Actualli, it all started when someone knock softly on d door. I looked through d peephole and soo didnt know who it was but i thought it was for d old guy. I told my mum and shortly d fone rang and it was that guy. Spooky right.. That guy spoke to my mum and told my mum to open d door cuz her relatives was outside. My mum asked him which relatives.. Then that guy just asked her to open d door then she'll know. My mum open d slowly.. and POOF!!! She saw her cousin brother and his family. She nearly got ' heart attack' but there i was still blur.. But later on got to know them. They came down all d way from KL just to invite my mum for a wedding. My mum is the VIP sey... hehe.. Haiz.. Later on they left since they has to rush back to KL now. Haiz.. But i'm sure that we r going back to KL soon ...

Great day.. Really hopin to go back to KL to create havoc with my cuzzies.. and I soo much miss garen.. (my big cousin) Haiz..

Anyway.. tml goin back to sch for APM then later at night.. meet syed and go to changi chalae.. I'm soo gonna be d Alien one there.. hehe..

8:37 PM


Thursday, May 17, 2007
PICTURES GALORE!!!

This is d Pic of my sch.. Haha..


Frm Left: Rozana, Misha, Rueben, Jessica and I


My Whole Class Gang..


Frm Front: Jessica, Misha, Me, Azian and Rose


Jaffar's Bdae Cake.. Why Army guy cuz he's going to NS Soon.. Hehe..


Jaffar's Bdae Party...




All Of Jaffar's Frends....


No Enter to whr sia... PS: This is on d 3/4 Floor...

Wani tryin to highlight d word 'beautiful' .. (She's tryin to hint on smth...)

I Know i'm beautifull... haha.. bleah..

Today on d wae hm frm study with jaffar... This is a drawin on d floor...


9:52 PM


Thursday, May 10, 2007
Study Week Cum Weekend

It's onli thurs but i'm already excited bout my Holidays... Was seriously looking forward to it.. Been soo tired/slpy this whole week. I seriously miss those days in macpherson whr i enter sch arnd 9-10 and leave sch at 6 onwards. Haha.. Half d time there i study d other half is slack time.. haha.. Didnt know how i got loads of energy then.. Weird.. Haha..

Anyway.. today was sorta happening.. bitching bout ppl and all.. and sumhow.. i dont realli care as long i'm not involve.. Haha.. Bringing out d evil in me.. So 9-5pm augustine's class straight.. I realli find it enjoyable though i juz cant figure out why sum dont.. But who cares.. I know i dont..

So.. weekend plan will be Sat.. Sch in d morn and partyin at Night.. Sun.. mothers' day.. Shit.. still planning how to get that cake and surprise her.. And mon.. SENTOSA.. (So Expensive but Nothing TO See Actualli) After that.. stay home and revise.. Sian..
Okie.. gonna take care of sum stuff at hm nw and start on my revision.. Haha.. i know i'm fast...


Some idoits didnt realise that i've got a name and treat me as their personal servant.. Well.. take this.. I'm not ur granddaughter and i have nothin to do with u.. So why r u talkin bad about us when we have nothin to do with each other?? I'm soo not gonna help u out anymore and rather concentrade on helpin my mum out.. And u have no idea what we have in store for ur room when u get outta her..

7:01 PM


Wednesday, May 09, 2007
I'm Destroying My Own Social Life

Yup.. I've rejected my frends like 2-3 time when they ask me out after sch. Reasons are that it's that i'm tired or smth planned out. Hate it when i reject them. But today, i juzt felt super slepy.. But anyway, it was raining.. n my mood drained out.. Excuse right.. hehe.. And so since it was raining, i didnt have an umbrella.. So rueben lent me his bag as my shelter and accompanied me all d way to d over-head bridge. Thankz pal.. At least i know that there are gentlemen arnd... haha....

Anyway, chatted with jim last night.. It soo humoured me.. hehe.. And lastly, when he asked for a gdbye kiss i gave him a "Ah Pui kiss" instead.. Cldnt stop laughin.. Oh well.. i'm Little Ms Evil anyway...

And oh, btw, i juz found this frm d net...


1:10 PM


Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Day Out With Miss Super-Evil

Went cycling with her. It was a super hot day but wasnt that hot during cycling except that our butt hurts. Loads of weird things happend. And it seemed that Super-Evil is gonna give me free publicity bout me on her blog. That's pure trouble u know. Then when we were chit-chattin after cycing under SE's block, we notice this green indian guy kept ridin his bike arnd and arnd us. Then later when we went to makan, we saw him there again.. Haiz.FATED.. hehe. which reminded us of fated guy.. (sum guy we met during NDP 03)

Anyway... Pic are out.. Damn lazy to type lah.. haha...

This pic taken at esplanade bay.. Emo look.. *Damn slpy actualli*

I noe that this pic is away from today, but this sch (Clementi Town Sec Sch) has d exactly d same entrance as my old SGS campus. Brings back memories...


Luv this Specs.. Took this pic while in klas.. Freakin bored..


Squriall.. On d way to meet Super-Evil..

TODAY'S PICTURES

Wani took a pic when i was cycling

Wani took a pic when i was on d swing.. Cute right.. haha..


My bike took this pic of us. (Dont Ask How)


And.. Wani's bike took this pic.. (Dont Even bother askin how)

Wayang Wani... (Act Shy but demeon hidden inside)


Hungry.... Mee Goreng and Bee Hoon Goreng.. accompanied by peach alo vera and ice lemon tea..



Its said that a pic speaks a thousand word.. but this pic only speak 2 word to both of us.. " No Entry".. haha..


11:10 PM


Monday, May 07, 2007
Monday Blues...

Well.. monday morning blues as usual.. Damn tired...

Had to hand in my APM proposal today. To my surprise.. most of d peepz arnd my area dd less than 15 pages. I was d only 1 who did 26 pages with brochure and posters. Wah lau... I tink i overdid it. But, me overdoing it, means more marks and more effort. But sumhow i feel scared for nothing.. Sumitra even call out to augustine sayin tt my proposal was great. He took a look and only said tt why this proposal was good was because that i followed his sampal. Feel good inside.. But there are many others who also followed his example. Oh well... Great to have him back anyway.. hehe

So, 9-4.30 was his lesson. Damn tired.. Sch life is finally fun. Get to mingle arnd and chit-chat. Yeah.. it's great.

And so.. sch aside.. i still have to deal with venkat prob. Realli hope that he'll confide in me. Gonna give him space to think.. And then there's Wani's prob which i'm trying to analyze.. haha.. Part of it is done.. D other part.. too complicated.. hehe.. So.. other's prob aside.. my own prob will only be sloved by d end of 2 months. Haiz.. I've waiting for 18+ years.. 2 more months left.. WHOA.. haha.. Must control myself... yeap..

5:42 PM


Sunday, May 06, 2007
Assignment Ended and Weekend Ended

Ive finished my final assignment on friday. It's like phew... A huge heavey burden has just been lifeted from my back. So, in accord to that, i went to watch Spiderman with mani, karthik, prateep, maha and her bf viknesh.


i sorta spend my whole sat outside. Early morn go to sch which was weird cuz d last time i went to sch on a sat was a time which i dont recall anymore. haha.. And it was sorta boring. After sch went to meet d gang at Vivo. Mani n karthik was an hr late.. Sumi was freaking mad. Went to meet sumi and menaga first. They came cuz d gang wanted to settle sum matters with Rajes. Luckily i'm not involved. Haha. So d whole gang soon came and we makan at d usual place. After which rajes came without knowing all of us were us. It was a plan plot. Rajes were to meet up with prateep to chat. She was surprise to see d rest. After they had a talk to her, sumi, rajes and menaga went back and Maha and viki came down.


We wanted to watch d movie at Vivo but d tickets there were sold out till midnight. We were like darn!!! So Karthik and mani called up GV and ask for other vacancies elsewhr and they found PS. And so off we went and book ticks for 6 pm show. We then found out tt we were all in separate seat. Darn.. Maha and viki sat 3 gether at 1 end. Mani was right at d back and the rest of us were sitting in the sam coloum but diff rows near d staircase. So, mani, maha n viki cam e to that staircase and sat down. They sat down juz after d movie started when a usher came to chase them off. Darn. Later, mani exchanged places with prateep.


So how was d movie.. Well... it was GREAT!!!!! D middle part of d movie was abit draggy but d end was SUPERB!!!. Cant realli say much bout d movie on my blog for d fear of being eaten up by the old and physco CATFISH.. haha..


So after that, Maha and viki went off and i was stuck with 3 crazy guys. We walk from PS to orchard. Once at orchard, karthz n Mani ate ice cream and we sat arnd chit-chattin. Then went home bound frm marina. Great day.
Right now, still tryin to find my ticket. I always keep my movie tickets but this is missing. Yet to search my bag. Haiz..


So, sun is also ended and this cumin week is my last week of sch and it's gonna be tiring i class cuz anthuvan's class is always tiring. Darn.. Sian... Gonna slp earli today. So cyaz..

7:08 PM


Thursday, May 03, 2007
Stress Can Kill... Really Scrary

I'm writing this now, cuz i'm all stressed-up. Juz 2 days ago, i read in d newspaper that a lady died out of stress. It seemed that she was sitting by her laptop for 8 hours and somehow due to some complicated matters in her body, she passed away. Seriously, that is a lesson for me. Cuz right now i've been like by my PC and Lappi for like hours. Tink i started before 11. About 3 hours of work. Actualli i started around 8 but was slacking but my mind was working and generating ideas/concepts for my brochure and it kept reminding me that i have a proposal to complete. I still have loads to do but i'm half-way done. Now that my PC has auto-shut down itself (some prob wid it), i'm gonna release all my thoughts and stress here now. YAY.. haha.. After which i'll be switching back to my proposal.

So, something did happened earlier. Was chatting with karthik through msn earlier and i made a date with him and the rest of d gang. I wanted to watch spidie 3 this sat after my class. At first i wanted to go with wani, but she has just gone for it with her frends. Then i thought of Mel. But she had also just caught it with her mum. Then turning to my crew which i presume is the last option, they said they wanted to watch on fri since sat wld be too crowded and bla bla bla. Got soo pissed off when karthik was tried d method of explaining with many reasons why they wanna go on fri not sat. In d end i was like, forget it.. forget that i even ask. Seriously, i do understand why they rather go on fri than sat. The thing is that, i was so dissappointed with them that they rather leave me out and watch d movie n fri. So much for being frends. I've juz lost 1 good frend and d thought of it seems to be my fault when it's sorta not. Now that's another story. Haiz.. forget it. If i cant join them, i don't care. Now, i shall turn to my last and final resort. MAY!!! ** eh may, u wanna catch d movie with me??? ** ;)

Ok, so other than my social life, my hse still suckz with 2 remaining unwanted persons left. My aunt left for gemas today. Will be back about a week later. She has to settle things back home. So now, my mum is at peace. YAY for her but BOO for me. Kavi still here. But as time goes, my suffering juz slowly pass.

Now my sch life. So far everything been ok. Today we had a presentation and my speech was sorta blunt. Like, what cld i do?? Ive simplified my speech perfectly (as far as i'm concern), and i juz cldnt add any extras into it. In d end, i ended up sayin phrases such as "so you could go to this place as buy crafts materials and items and all that stuffs". It was certainly odd. But while i was sitting down waiting for my turn, i was freakinly shaky, but after i came up, i was like calm and cool. Yeah, juz like back then when i was d MC. So now, 1 group presentation (MS) left and i've yet to complete my APM assignment. I feel so relieved that i've fully completed and printed out my MS assignment. PHEW!!!!!! 1 load off my back. The MS grp presentation, is nothing much. I just have to get my notes from whoever. Oh ya, supposed to get it from May. Shoot... Besides that, undirect conflicts within some of us has been cleared. Hope it'll stay that way.

Right now, watchin Man U match and they are currently losing with a 1-0 score. Plz Man U, clear my stress by winning. hehe... And oh, d chelsea game with liverpool was SUPERB. Why? It's simply becuz, chelsea lost lah.. hahaha. But jose still doesnt learn his lesson does he. He cld still say that his team was d best and yada yada yada. Wat's d point of sayin that? What are you trying to proove? The bottom line is that U LOST SUCKER!!!... HAHA.. I'm mean but who cares. hehe. I did love the position of liverpool manager was sitting but the penalty was going on. Cross legs on the ground. He was damn calm and relax. Didnt say a word. I avent seen any manager, during a penalty shoot-out who would be soo calm and relax and especially when he was sitting cross legs on d ground!!! In my mum's view, somebody should have placed a banana leaf infront of him and lay food on it (Traditional Indian Style). haha..

Ok. Enough for now. Feeling much better now. Gotta get back to work.. CYAZ...

2:31 AM




may the force be with you

Freak Rajes Yiling Carol Jaded Lady Dice May Rueban Jessica Bio-Promax Misha Inshi Mr Greedy KL Fara Zean

after tomorrow but before today

June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010

you owe me a cookie

- digi cam
- ipod
- Nokia 5800
- iphone
- Time to re-furnished my bedroom

swear like a sailor