Thursday, May 03, 2007
Stress Can Kill... Really Scrary
I'm writing this now, cuz i'm all stressed-up. Juz 2 days ago, i read in d newspaper that a lady died out of stress. It seemed that she was sitting by her laptop for 8 hours and somehow due to some complicated matters in her body, she passed away. Seriously, that is a lesson for me. Cuz right now i've been like by my PC and Lappi for like hours. Tink i started before 11. About 3 hours of work. Actualli i started around 8 but was slacking but my mind was working and generating ideas/concepts for my brochure and it kept reminding me that i have a proposal to complete. I still have loads to do but i'm half-way done. Now that my PC has auto-shut down itself (some prob wid it), i'm gonna release all my thoughts and stress here now. YAY.. haha.. After which i'll be switching back to my proposal.
So, something did happened earlier. Was chatting with karthik through msn earlier and i made a date with him and the rest of d gang. I wanted to watch spidie 3 this sat after my class. At first i wanted to go with wani, but she has just gone for it with her frends. Then i thought of Mel. But she had also just caught it with her mum. Then turning to my crew which i presume is the last option, they said they wanted to watch on fri since sat wld be too crowded and bla bla bla. Got soo pissed off when karthik was tried d method of explaining with many reasons why they wanna go on fri not sat. In d end i was like, forget it.. forget that i even ask. Seriously, i do understand why they rather go on fri than sat. The thing is that, i was so dissappointed with them that they rather leave me out and watch d movie n fri. So much for being frends. I've juz lost 1 good frend and d thought of it seems to be my fault when it's sorta not. Now that's another story. Haiz.. forget it. If i cant join them, i don't care. Now, i shall turn to my last and final resort. MAY!!! ** eh may, u wanna catch d movie with me??? ** ;)
Ok, so other than my social life, my hse still suckz with 2 remaining unwanted persons left. My aunt left for gemas today. Will be back about a week later. She has to settle things back home. So now, my mum is at peace. YAY for her but BOO for me. Kavi still here. But as time goes, my suffering juz slowly pass.
Now my sch life. So far everything been ok. Today we had a presentation and my speech was sorta blunt. Like, what cld i do?? Ive simplified my speech perfectly (as far as i'm concern), and i juz cldnt add any extras into it. In d end, i ended up sayin phrases such as "so you could go to this place as buy crafts materials and items and all that stuffs". It was certainly odd. But while i was sitting down waiting for my turn, i was freakinly shaky, but after i came up, i was like calm and cool. Yeah, juz like back then when i was d MC. So now, 1 group presentation (MS) left and i've yet to complete my APM assignment. I feel so relieved that i've fully completed and printed out my MS assignment. PHEW!!!!!! 1 load off my back. The MS grp presentation, is nothing much. I just have to get my notes from whoever. Oh ya, supposed to get it from May. Shoot... Besides that, undirect conflicts within some of us has been cleared. Hope it'll stay that way.
Right now, watchin Man U match and they are currently losing with a 1-0 score. Plz Man U, clear my stress by winning. hehe... And oh, d chelsea game with liverpool was SUPERB. Why? It's simply becuz, chelsea lost lah.. hahaha. But jose still doesnt learn his lesson does he. He cld still say that his team was d best and yada yada yada. Wat's d point of sayin that? What are you trying to proove? The bottom line is that U LOST SUCKER!!!... HAHA.. I'm mean but who cares. hehe. I did love the position of liverpool manager was sitting but the penalty was going on. Cross legs on the ground. He was damn calm and relax. Didnt say a word. I avent seen any manager, during a penalty shoot-out who would be soo calm and relax and especially when he was sitting cross legs on d ground!!! In my mum's view, somebody should have placed a banana leaf infront of him and lay food on it (Traditional Indian Style). haha..
Ok. Enough for now. Feeling much better now. Gotta get back to work.. CYAZ...
2:31 AM