Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

I like journalism.. but i'm beginning to dislike the lecturer... Haiz.. Still have to pull through.. haiz.. sian.. It's only a matter of days to hari raya.. Long holiday and assignments to do and a cc show to prepare... sat got meetin.. sian...

Anyway.. reply letter to that person...

So basically.. this whole problem is all about YOU... being force of doin something YOU dont like.. well.. u said it URself..

And for ur info... the idea has been dropped.. We arent doin the mad fan anymore.. We are doin others.. So ya.. the idea has been thrown off.. If i'm you are so fixated and stubborn on the original idea that i refused the alternatives which are actually workable... i will still be insisiting on the mad fan thing.. but NO!!!! i said ok to the current idea.... i know myself.. i may be stubborn at times but i'm also flexible... :P

"Please be reasonable to your desires" :
When i said that.. it's actualli a long story... But i'll cut it short... When we gave u a mad role.. u didnt wan.. ok.. When we gave another person another mad role.. u wanted that.. A mad role is a mad role..

"Be independent...don't depend on us always.. get things yourself.."
I'm soooo not referring to green tea.. Com'on.. it's juz a drink... That part u realli think too much... Btw.. yes i agree that u always tried to help out... But smth i realli want u to take the lead... Dont always be the follower...

That person whom almost did not show up.. eventually did show up.. So i'm not that piss.. At least the initiative was taken.. But since this is the first time workin with that person... we shldnt judge in the 1st meetin.. As time goes by.. we will know more...

..."and if you decide to act like a bitch to me, I will not hesitate to be one, too."... this phrase.. gave me disappointment.. 1).. i dont act like a b**** to anybody... if fact.. i nv use the word B**** at all.. not in msn.. not in blog and not verbally...

Also.. this arguement or wadever u wan to kol it.. is happenin cuz i treat u as a frend and dun wann hide my frustration... And also the childish thing.. ya.. smth u r childish.. n smth u dunno when to be serious.. and also when to be conservative to other ppl feelings... This.. is true.. i dunno whether u realise it or not.. but this is true..

Also.. i realise my mistakes.. I'll try to amend them..

To Jaf... Wan and Qal... i wan to makan at geylang!!! HOW???? haha... wed or thurs can??? haha...