Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

I'm not in a good mood now.. The CNY hollies went okay for me but the closin of shops, offices etc was hell. Thurs and friday, shops and offices were close. That was expected though. But to make things worse, Today i had to rush to the ICA buildin before 1pm to get my pictures and then to mids dhoby ghaut to settle my sch fees. But that office was close due to CNY. Now i'm screwed. Payment mus be made by nex thurs and I'm totally packed up nex week. I dont have the time to settle it. This sux.. I still have my TOEFL center to find out.. A proper education to worry abt.. my drivin to build confidence in me.. (I seriously lack in that).

I realli dunno what to do... I need help.. Serious help and big time advice. It's like im screwin up my life.

Oh ya, mum and i went to Sheng Shiong on tue. It was crowded as usual. We juz needed to get a few things. So to avoid the crowd, i juz stood aside while my mum get the stuff. But still, people were frantic to get things. And loads my people were pushin me. So much for standin aside. It's okay when they push, but at least a kind, decent apology could have be done frm them. But NOOO... they push and walk. I was like 'Oi' to some of them. I soon got sooo frustrated and i went to the coffeeshop to sit. Singaporeans do lack on courtesy,

Anyway, big people are dyin nowadays. First it was Buttho, then Suharto, then Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, and now Ah Meng. I'm thinkin of gg to Ah Meng's memorial tml. Mum doesnt wan to go. Who cld i snatch along tml. There'll be crowd for sure.. Hmm...

Cant wait for a packed schedule nex week...