Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

Juz catch the movie Spiderwick at the theatres with Wani. Was unsure whether the movie will suit me cuz it's smth like Narnia. I remembered i actualli doze off durin that movie but Spiderwick was MINDBLOWING.

"You Die, I Die, We All Die, Bye Bye" => This sentence was said by a small cute hysterical goblin. I could still re-enact the whole scene. Stuck in my head. There was a few scary scenes which made our hearts stopped. Wani even scream. Oh ya, i bought the pasta combo (randomness). And back abt the movie. The movie had a couple of comical scenes. The ending was very quick. The villan, an orgre, which is a big hideous figure, merge into a crow and this other goblin who loves to eat birds saw the crow, caught it and had it for dinner. The End. Quick right. Haha. For those who caught the movie, i dun get 1 part. How did the boy knew that his dad wasnt his dad but the orgre??? Hmm. The movie realli Rocks lah.

Rate: 4.5 Stars

Anyway, off to the loos after the movie and had deserts at Bishan Kopitiam. Lots of crapping too. Anyway, i'm like finally done with all my driving lessons. Like FINALLY!!! The day i was waiting for. I realli need to buck up on it. Anyway, i got all the time in the world for it. I'll say that now but later, i'll become Kanchiong..

Aren't they attentive?? Actualli.. no lah.. They took years juz to sit down. After briefing, we were spilt into two grps. One grp had a female instructor while the other had a male.

Papaya Tree. Why the color green?? Cuz it's not yet ripe.. DUH!!!

Aloe Vera. It's good for constipation

If i'm not wrong, this is dragon fruit.

Farmer pulling out the weeds.

Henna pokok inai.

Pandan Leaves. The smell was strong.

The students were ask to dig for worms. Cool huh.. Reminds me of when i used to 'Kill' worms during my Primary Skl Dayz..

Lettuce.. Some of these farms like the one above are actually owned by rich merchants.

Besides the Mazda logo i spotted above, i also saw car plates being used as fence around small plants.

Jack and the beanstalk?? Where's Jack??

Water droplets on d plant. The plant doesnt absorb the water

This parrot acutalli will pose for you!!!

And this is hanging upside down!!!

The last stop.. The instructor teaches the student how to pot a plant.

DONE!!! Then it was back to school..

For other info, ive re-edited my wishlist. I'm trying to fufill all with my mearge salary. And i want a guitar for my Bdae!!! Realli want it. Hehe. I'm trying to hint to all of u guys reading this. Haha..

I'm desperatly finding for another job. My current one wont stablize me. Sometimes got work, sometimes no work. At this rate, i can forget about spending. I cant wait for school!!!

And yes, the truth is out. Minshi loves the cows, ducks and the neighbour's hot guy more then us!!! Urgghhh....

Been getting careless these days. Hurt myself twice in 2 days. Deep scratches. One of it is still swollen. And earlier i almost left my handphone in the freezer!!! (Plz Dun Ask)

Later after work, meeting KL and the rest. A day taken off to destress myself from Home. I realli want overseas studies.

It's been a rather long day for me today. It all started at 6am and ended at 9pm.

Woke up at 6am after sleeping for abt 4 hours. Met Wani at AMK at 7.30pm and headed to CBSS (Chong Boon Sec Sch). We were helpers for a fieldtrip to the Organice Farm for the Sec 2 Express. And boy werent the kids notorious. Let me repeat something. They are in the express stream. Clearly they pass in studies and fail in attitute. Anyway, they werent all bad either. At the farm, one girl was complaining that she wanted to die due to the heat and tiredness of her. The teacher (an indian matured guy whose interest was photography) was like "U wan to die.. then lay down here and die lah". That realli amused me. And some other students were whining to. Speaking of whiners.. i have a whiner at home. URGGGGHHH... And so.. we took pics.. and pics.. and made frends with a guy name Samual another helper. Towards the end.. we 3 stuck together. And we even had lunch at Mac. And we joked our life and driving and the things Sec 2s go thru. Hehe. Very pyschological eh. All thanks to that pyschotic Wani. But i still laugh at 1 particualr joke abt driving.

'The reason why there are car accidents is because the instructors never teach properly' I really dun wan to comment on that. And there was the 'Purple Man' story brought up. Hehe

Anyway, after that headed to Katong, Wani's Workplace. Then to Parkway Parade. My brain was shutting by then. But had a back adjustment by Chin (Oh ya.. Thank You), Kinda woke me up abit and my neck was a wee bit weird. Later, off to the 'Rubbish Store' nearby to get some 'rubbish' and i got a Milk Choc and BOBDOG. The last time i had bobdog was back in MacPherson. Bobdog sticks would vanish real fast then. Hehe.

After the rubbish store, i rushed for my bus to YCK and met a grp of ppl at the top deck. Dunt tink they notice me. Phew. Sat infront. The journey was damn long and i spent it by readin CLEO. My stomach felt queasy.. brain sleepy and sorta dehaydrated.

During my driving, my instructor's mouth couldnt shut. He kept talking and talking and talking like there's no tml. Since today was my review lesson, i juz had to listen to his instructions and drive. My driving realli improve as hell. Today i drive as a pro. Speeding when necessary and damn relax. Well that's because my brain was half shut so i juz paid attention to the main things and the fantasis were outta my mind.

After driving, receive my results like FINALLY and TVRP was my disappointment and PR was my most suprising. According to Sharon, it's true that Hawabi is pretty generous with the marks. Hmm..

Okay.. time check is 11.16pm and i'm goin to die now. CHIOW...



I'm rather piss and even more depress now but i have to BLOG!!.. 2 things in fact.
1. is about me and 2 is abt one of my good old pal..

Number 1:
Ok.. i dun wanna blog abt it. I was soo damn piss that i was tryin to break my fone into TWO!!! Stopped myself from punchin my laptop screen. Thank GOD or it wld be disasterous and the thought of cuttin found my mind again. Cant wait to go for overseas studies. I realli wan to get out.. My mind is set. Msg wani to cheer me up but she came up with, big baby is cryin...go market buy milk for me... After readin i was like.. "HUH?? How?? Why?? Is her mind not workin or my mind is switched off??" But after squeezin my mobile, i got cooled off.

Number 2:
My good old pal juz got matchmaked with her cousin!!! After readin her email, i was laughin and shocked at the same time. Attached was a pic of the boy. What a pity.. he sumwad had the looks.
I'm still thinkin abt her email... Hehe... I'm not revealin her name juz in case sum nosy-parkers spread the news.. But then.. nth is gg to happen between those two... or will there?? Hehe...

I'm gg into movie now.. or maybe power rangers marathon. I ended the Alien rangers maraton last week. Kinda cool and funny. The teeny rangers were adorable.. Hehe... Juz started power ranger jungle fury... Damn funny. Especially the new master. Damn laid back. Only for 4 episodes. Now findin for the 5th one..Tml, i'm off. No work so gonna sleep.. Nice weather too..



Think Success, Think Farming --> The tagline for the latest Diploma-Doctorate in Farming.

Brief Intro to Farming:
School located near SIM/NP (Clementi). Wide varieties of plants and crops. U can study there and die there. Free coffin provided and u can deco it as per ur wish. S$3000 per module and u need to cover arnd 12 modules. For doctorate level, you are eligible to persue at any Universities arnd. Recognised everywhere. Sign up now and be the pioneer batch of the school. You can even be the face of Farming (cuz u'll be the only patetic student).
PS: i dont get paid for advertising.

On other issues, manage to catch the SIM open hse with Zeen and Jafar. To our disappointment, the modules offered was not up to our expectations. So i'm left with Murdoch. And so we became bored and was soo close to walkin 7 rounds arnd the 3rd level to wash off our sins. We were hungry ghost too but unfortunatly the cafeteria was closing. It's saturday after all. We then proceeded to King's Albert Park Macdonalds which at first i mistook it for KL Bird Park. Juz before stuffin my face in my mcchicken burger and fries, zeen told me a fact on MC fries.. It would not digest in ur stomach. I was like.. ever since the Super Size Me movie, i stayed away from mcdonalds so quite a while, now this fact has bump me. I guess that would be the final time i'm eatin fries frm Mac and perhaps stayin away frm macdonals for as long as i can hold out. KFC, LJS... i luv u... Later Zeen had plans and Jafar n i roam arnd Clementi central and talk abt Roti Prata. I only wan local prata not foreign OKAY???

Reach home earli.. Was bored.. Tml work... SIAN... Thinkin of leavin work by end of march. I cant be doin smth borin all day.... I'm thinkin of goin to camps. Be an instructor.. Hmm...



Finally.. the moment i've been waitin for.. WEEKENDS!!

Been rather depress lately.. But the real problem is that i have no idea why i'm depress hence just thinkin abt it makes me more depress.. Depressing right???

I'm looking for an entertainin job now. Like MC and stuff cuz my current work is borin. Same old thing everyday. The only thing at my workplace that keeps me alive is coffeebean and my colleagues... especially Ah Boon and Sulaiman. The most random ppl on earth. I juz got my first paycheck which apparently was delayed and my 2nd paycheck should be comin in end of nex week or the followin week. After that it will be shoppin!!!

Anyway, besides being depress for the past 1 week... Misha's blog sure did put a smile on my face.. Misha wrote...

"Accounting is starting to get in my head.Assets, loans, mortgage what not.
Why the only Assets i knew about were boobs.
The only loans i knew were from Rueban.
And the mortgage just reminds me of monopoly. "

I close my case... Seriously...

Anyway, i'm hangin out with Zeen and Jafar lah tml... hehe.. Off to SIM open hse.. Jafar said that he has dug his grave (2X deeper) cuz he was gg out with Miss Zeen and Miss Evil. Not my problem...

So, down to more political entries.. Where on earth is Mas Selamat?? Accordin to my mum, Mas Selamat is very Selamat now. Sheesh... And i cant wait for later at night.. hehe.. It's the Malaysian Elections. AHHHHH.... Havoc anc Choas is gonna HAPPEN!!! I CANT WAIT!!!.... AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



to Minshie: Why ur blog has no tag box.. I wanted to tag askin 'why no tagbox'.. Hehe..

I wanted my new skin to be all black but found this nice skin loiterin arnd so i decided to pick it up..

Met Suren again today.. He has became my buddy for driving.. Hehe...

My life is gettin nowhere.. I'm juz confuse for no particular reason.. Everyday i wake up and tell myself that i have a place to get to (work)... That's it... I dont tell myself to smile.. I dont tell myself to look forward to excitin things.. Juz tell myself to get things done.. I dont know why it has happen...

As far as i could remember.. I was my usual self when this happen.. Oh ya.. until the day i cried like shit at night.. Recalling the things happen for the past 2 years made me break down..

I juz look forward to all Saturdays.. Spendin time with ppl realli helps me to get things off my mind..

PS: i miss u minshi.. oh ya.. i prefer minshi to Misha.. :P



Been wantin to update but sumhow blogger takes years to load.




Anyway, here's what i saw outside my workplace earlier this week... Hmmmm....

Ritz Apple Strudel n Pastry has juz been opened at IP. WHOOHOO... And i have finally savoured Appel Strudel. It's been years since my heart desires for it but no idea why i didnt go for it even when there's an outlet near my house. Oh ya, the Appel Strudel i bought was simply heavenly....

Mas Selamat is still on the loose... AHHHHH.. i'm not panickin.. hehe.. Juz disappointed of why they let him escape in the first place... Now they suffer... Humph...

I've been meaning to go to the Education and Career fair at Suntec and i WENT!!! Jafar, Zeen and her mum... We went to a couple of areas to check out on the degree. So the best uni goes to Murdoch and the most ex also goes to Murdoch. OUCH!!! We wanted to check out NUS and NTU but the media section wasnt available at the fair. We'll be headin to SIM on sat for their open hse. I wonder whether it could beat Murdoch. Oh ya.. Jafar will be takin up a Degree in Farming.. He will have a relevant 2 year experience in Tekong and other camps so gettin a job in Farmin wouldn't pose a prob.. Haha... Later had BK and i headed home while the rest caught a Thai horror movie at PS. Met Qal at MRT and crap way thru. He gave me a bad news... And now i'm hopin to not bump into sum1 when i start sch in April..

Speakin of sch, i cant wait.. I juz wan to go back to sch. I mizz sch life.. Anyway, politics at work is croppin out and one of my colleagues is boastin abt her 3 years and her projects she has done within her 3 years in the company... She means no harm.. She's juz being 'Lo sho'.. or however u spell it...

PS: i miss Minshi.. Be a good doggy OKIE?? :P