Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

I should change my nick to 'Limping Bawani' or 'The girl who wants a wheelchair'.

What Happen:
I went cyclin one fine drizzling night to celebrate my passing of TP. Everything was smooth. Rain got heavier and i was soak. Then BAM!!! I fall. Urrghh... 11 bruises in 10 seconds. And out of the 11, 4 are bloody and is still bloody, 1 look like a hole, 1 was abit bloody on the first day and hence recovered the rest are good scratches. I've started training my legs to walk normally despite the pain on both my knees. Hope for speedy recovery. Been realli long since i last had a horrible injury.

Anyway, my dad doesnt have the courage to give the car to me. MEN!!! He was willing to give the car away when no one had a licence. Now.. he think twice. MEN!!!

I'm bored on a saturday. But i tink stayin home today is good. I need the rest after the merry go round with skl and drivin. Besides, my cousin fly is comin here later. Prey they dont see my injury. After my mums' AHHH WHOO and my dad's scarcastic remarks.. i dont think i deserve more. If only i hadnt saw that bugger Suren, none of these would have happen. Let's juz say i'm SWAY!!! And he's face is juz damn unlucky.

Damn i'm mean.



No one expected it. Neither did i. But ive pass. I've pass on my very first attempt. So, what have i pass?? Damn right.. I PASS MY TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!!! Which means i can now drive with a licence on roads!!! Whoo Yeah..

Anyway, my thanks goes out to all who encourage me, and especially the instructors; the good; the great; and the idiotic. Yeah, i had my fair share of idiotic instructors whom i intend to erase off from my memory.

But it's all over. It was all over in about 15-20 mins. But seriously, these tester aint ur frend. They are juz testers whose lookin at ur every move and needs to be treated like KINGS!!!

But anyway, i'm aint complaining since i got my Licence. So tml is Brownie Day.. Whoo Hoo...



I'm pooped!! Travellin for 2 hrs and i guess my butt has been toasted. Okay. So after my rainy drivin lesson i was otw to Rozzy chalet. I was fed like a pig. Hehe... yeah.. i ate alot.. Sooo me.. hehe. And boy was i bloated. The cutlet was nice sia. And i had hotdogs, buns which was superb and the chicken wings.. well it taste as it was suppose to taste. Haha. My tummy was sure statisfied. Anyway, help roz packed up and headed home. Brought back some food. The journey home was ulu and long. But as soon as the bus enter Paya Lebar, i felt like i'm home safe. Reached home at 12.40am. Damn i'm beat. And i started to spit out blood. Scared me at first but then i relaxed cuz i was juz dehaydrated and my throat was damn dry. So.. more water for me.

Later still got skl. Sian but lookin forward. It's Mr Alattas lesson. he rocks man. I miss skl. Have been missin lesson since last fri.

Anyway, Thursday is my big day. Whatever happens.. happens. And prey that whatever happens.. happens for a reason. I aint gonna fret if it doesnt go my way. But it sure gonna hurt my bank account. But still.. whatever happens.. happens. Stay calm. Will update more about Thursday .. on Thursday... Hehe.



It's fuuny that those who are far from me remembers my Bdae but those here forgotten abt it. Frens.. So much about them.

Anyway.. it was kinda boring and crappy but luckily there was Rose. She blanja me Food.. Haha the one thing i live for. Haha. And the canteen staff are the nicest ppl on earth. We both had free chicken. One for me cuz it was my bdae and one for roz cuz she was the sweet fren for blanjaing me. Haha. Thats's wad the canteen lady said.

Anyway, had a new lecturer on tue. He Rock My SOCKS!!! Sadly i'll be missin skl on Fri (his lesson) but there's always nex week. There's no one to replace his character. He teaches for abt 15 mins, then his attention will go elsewhr. He has a attention span for like 15-20 mins. He acts cool.. typical indian... kidish.,.. and all sorts of character. He simply rock.

Oh ya.. comin back to my birthday... ya it was crappy. Juz cuz i called off my 19 bdae last year doesnt mean it's the same this year. I know i'm whining and groanin... but wad to do.. Birthdays only comes once in a God damn year. Time will pass and i'll forget the day. And there wasnt a bdae cake too!!! But i dont mind. My mum wanted to get one but i juz couldnt find a nice cake. Oh well.. my family itself is in a mess so my birthday wont make any difference.

5 .. 4 .. 3 .. 2 .. 1 .... BLAST AWAY!!!

Stediy the Lifeguard. PS: He's a real life guard!!!

Suren: Girlfriend Wanted. That's his bdae gift from Hilman.

He's not what u think he's doin. Trust me.

And the night juz pass away. After sendin Kamisah n Stediy back, the rest wanted to walk to someplace and so we went to Merlion Park. Juz becuz some @$$ hole didnt wan to climb the staircase, we ended up walkin 1 big round juz to get to Merlion Park. We slack and brought back the past... our Melaka trip was one of the best. It was Mayhem!!! Then it was good to go home. But it still was kinda early. I reach hm at 12am. Earlier then i expected.

Anyway, today i had a final exam paper. EM sux to the core. First of all, EM is a very heavy module. 2ndly, i forgotten some points durin the exam and 3rdly, i should have started studyin in advance. Haiz. But i should be able to get thru' this paper. Anway, term 2 is startin nex week and it's back at Unicampus.

Ok. i need slp. Only had about 3 hrs of sleep before the exam. So ive been awake for..... 19 hours!!!

Luckily for these people, if otherwise i would died of after-exam stress!!!

I'm done with PR. Sivam has not disappoint us. BUT... the questions werent specific enough. There could be two entirely different answers for 1 question. So which answer does he want? Half the class wrote Ans A and the other half wrote ans B. So which is it? But we'll nv be able to find out. So why bother. Urrgghh.. Still hate him.

Anyway, now to prepare for killer paper on Thurs. And i better get enough sleep on Thurs cuz after that ive got party!!!.. It's juz a hangout. Movie n Dinner or isit dinner and movie?? Dun noe lah.

Cant wait for Sat... Been meanin to get my laptop all fixed. No it's not spoilt. Im still usin it but ive got complicated Anti virus problem so i manage to seek a "professional" for help. Prey he doesnt screw up my lappi like he did previously. Oh Well...

TP is screwin up my life and my bank account. So much for gettin that miserable card. Havent even take my first test in my life and i'm already dreadin it. Someone plz tell me some good words!!!



I suppose this post marks my 200th posts.

Been feelin under the weather lately. Body heaty and gettin sick of stayin home.

I've still got 2 more papers. Havent start preparin for it. Jornalism on Wed went okay except for one compulsory question, " ....write about Singapore's economic downturn... state your views on the United States economy..." I can write about anything EXCEPT ECONOMY!!!! I never was interested in economy. I had to write 350 words. I know it seems little but try writin 350 words about somthin know nuts abt!!! But i manage to crap my way thru talkin abt, prices of fuels, rice, import/export etc. And damn right i'm sure gonna get penalize for it cuz at least 3/4 is crap. ECONOMY... Humph..

But there was a bonus question, write a review about ur most memorable NDP. Damn right i got loads to write about but i was suppose to write a review. Thing is that i forgotten whether a reveiw is writin like 3rd party or write informal or wad?? So anyway, i'm hopin for a B or at least a C. Plz have mercy on me, Padman.

I'm packed for 3 weeks now. My TP is wad worries me the most then my 2 upcomin papers. I juz have to pass my TP at one go. It should be ez right? Juz drive around for 1 test route only. 1 test route can take up to 15 mins dependin on traffic. Oh ya, then there's the 5 stations in the circuit. Accordin to my last revision lesson, i didnt have problems on my stations, only my drivin. Blindspots in my major prob and lane changin. Urrgghh... i always hated lane changin. Been spendin $$ on revision lessons which doesnt come cheap. Now i'm broke. Need my pay.

CRAVINGS:
1. Fish ball noodles
2. Burgers
3 Sentosa