Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Accident for Life
I'm stress. I'm boiling inside. And i almost got into an accident.
I'm Stress:
Assignments urrgghhhh... Deadlines.. lagi urggghhhhh. Too much to do with far too little time. But i dont entirely blame time cuz i know i spent my good time with movies, music and games. Hmm.
I'm boiling inside:
I hate my family (except my mum). PERIOD. Since the fact is 'I ran away from home', i'm goin to show him how hurt i am and the frustration he'll get to know that i'm home yet cant get my help. *Sticks out tongue at yar*
I almost got into an accident:
Didnt told anyone this that's y i wanna blog abt it. The whole incident is still fresh on my mind. It's totally my carelessness. Really. I guess many things was on my mind then. I was crossin the road at Bishan near d CPF building. It was a 2-way narrow street. I knew the opp way was cleared that's y i started crossing. I didnt realise that i didnt check the oncoming way. But juz before crossing, i was wondering why a couple opp me didnt cross. And ya, it was a taxi. Thankfully, if the taxi didnt stop in time, that's it. The impact is still torturing me. Cuz the bonnet side was right nex to my legs. I did apologise. The taxi driver didnt say a word. He juz look at me. Later when he drove past me, i wave my hand (a signal of apology/thanks), but he juz look at me. That made it worse. I know i was at fault, and hey i could have almost lost my legs/life and that's enough to keep me awake the whole night. MENTAL TORTUE. The least u could do is say smth (not scoldin would be great). Or the very least is nod ur head in acceptance of my signal. He juz look at me. That's it. URGGGGHHH fuck lah.
I'm goin to cry myself to slp later. Too much in one day.
11:23 PM