Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

Cried... Cant take it. It's either run away to Malaysia alone or Australia for 3 years. Hate home. Hate ppl at home. Hmm.. Let's start with the happier moments.

Sat:
Went to Jas Goh bdae party. Found out that some of us came for the sake of the invitation like me. I can go on and on but i tink i would juz pick the fun part. Fun part was that the usual crew was there. Suren, Bala, Hilman, Harold, Stediy, Nazreen, Cam+bf, including Janice, KL, Gerald, Alan+gf, Dominic and Yi Hang. Took loads of pics. And towards the end, Stediy gave Naz and Hilman a ride to Bedok. While, Harold, Bala, Suren and i were takin the bus. Harold started his 'machi' attitude. Which was relaxing for me cuz it's not always where i get to hang out with indians and joke in tamil. But cam+bf were there too so we had to switch back to english. In the bus towards Bedok, by the time we reach Tenah Merah....

Harold: Is this station Bedok???
Suren: Ya lah.. Bedok already.. quick press bell and get down..
Cam: Sure or not.. (Panicking)
Bawani: No .. dun tink so...

In the end we all got down but after the bus moved off, we realised that we landed in Tenah Merah. Then fingers started pointin to Harold. Oh Well... Conclusion was that, we still needed a MRT Station to get home.

Sun:
Vengadase came over today since it was his bdae. I told him that it was vegetarian at my place but he ordered seafood. Want to know wad seafood.. Shark, Piranah, Seahorse and Ninja Turtle. Seriously, the things that goes on in his mind. So i played along offering him Live Piranah and BBQ Whale. In the end, we all went out for Chinese Supper.

Mon: Had MMR presentation. Went well although i knew i cock up abit. Now for Advert assignment. Due in a few days. URGGHHH. I'm gonna put in alot of effort for Advert to distract myself from things. To cool myself off from skl, met qal, caron, jun and frends at PS for break fast. Qal was soo head over heels with TEKONG. Caron and i felt like strangling him whenever the word TEKONG was mention. After that we all head to AMK. Did a lot of walkin and finally laid rest at Mac. Manage to catch the final bus home. For the first time in years, a chill went down my spine while waiting. Though there was ppl arnd me, i wasnt safe. Then there was this indian foreigner, who kept lookin at me from behind and the side. Thank god his bus came. Then after a while, suddenly this thailand guy sat nex to me.. he was pretty close. Felt uncomfortable. Preyin for my bus to come quick and yes it did. Best part was that my 'uncle' was drivin. At least a familiar face amist all the tension. Chatted up with me. I seemed to have a lot to talk about and so does he. Perhaps one reason is that we both have affliations with Malaysia. haha.

Okay, nw i dun have the feel to type down all the unhealthy stuff that happened. I gues i juz wan bury myself into all the limited happiness i could get. I cant depend on anybody anymore. They have their own life, own prob and own happiness. Yeah well... I guess i know wad to do. I'm juz waitin for my exams to end before i .......

I cant take it anymore.... And i know wad i'm doin.. I'm in my clear mind now.