Thursday, September 04, 2008
Is my Anger Justified?
Been busy, frustrated to the highest point and much heartless lately. Don't know whether i'm doin the right thing or not at times. I know i have all the rights to be angry. But not sure whether i'm taking my anger to the correct way.
Down with 2 more assignments. Still abit behind time with it.
I need a data cable badly. Havent been able to upload pictures from mobile without it. Ever since my other mobile has been sold away without me the owner being informed about it, things has been rather 'missed'. Nokia 7370. One of my favourite fone and limited edition. Thanks alot to the asshole who sold it. Really appreciate all that you've done. If only u weren't family, i swear i would have humilated you, slap you, curse you and make you feel that you rather be dead then alive.
Ysdae was my mum's bdae. Though of gettin a cake but my dad juz had to show his appreciation by ending up in hospital again. I'm not surprise. It's like i grew up in this. I couldnt even be bother visiting a person who doesnt think of others, doesnt appreciate what others do for them and thinks that the whole world owes him a living.
I do sound heartless. But i feel that i'm right. Yet i'm not sure whether i'm doin the right be in feeling this way. Cuz he's still my dad but he doesnt deserve that title. After all i dunt see him as 'my dad' anymore.
Anyway, dropped by swensens earlier and got mummy a belated cake.
Time is ticking away, and i'm usin it for games. I have soo much to do and buy before time is over. I juz dun have motivation to do what i need to do. It seems that i rather be at home alone and play games. I'm like escaping from work.
My mind is in a whirlpool. Sometimes hate myself. I need a life.
7:18 PM