no surprise here

Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.


Thursday, September 04, 2008
Is my Anger Justified?

Been busy, frustrated to the highest point and much heartless lately. Don't know whether i'm doin the right thing or not at times. I know i have all the rights to be angry. But not sure whether i'm taking my anger to the correct way.

Down with 2 more assignments. Still abit behind time with it.

I need a data cable badly. Havent been able to upload pictures from mobile without it. Ever since my other mobile has been sold away without me the owner being informed about it, things has been rather 'missed'. Nokia 7370. One of my favourite fone and limited edition. Thanks alot to the asshole who sold it. Really appreciate all that you've done. If only u weren't family, i swear i would have humilated you, slap you, curse you and make you feel that you rather be dead then alive.

Ysdae was my mum's bdae. Though of gettin a cake but my dad juz had to show his appreciation by ending up in hospital again. I'm not surprise. It's like i grew up in this. I couldnt even be bother visiting a person who doesnt think of others, doesnt appreciate what others do for them and thinks that the whole world owes him a living.

I do sound heartless. But i feel that i'm right. Yet i'm not sure whether i'm doin the right be in feeling this way. Cuz he's still my dad but he doesnt deserve that title. After all i dunt see him as 'my dad' anymore.

Anyway, dropped by swensens earlier and got mummy a belated cake.

Time is ticking away, and i'm usin it for games. I have soo much to do and buy before time is over. I juz dun have motivation to do what i need to do. It seems that i rather be at home alone and play games. I'm like escaping from work.

My mind is in a whirlpool. Sometimes hate myself. I need a life.

7:18 PM




may the force be with you

Freak Rajes Yiling Carol Jaded Lady Dice May Rueban Jessica Bio-Promax Misha Inshi Mr Greedy KL Fara Zean

after tomorrow but before today

June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010

you owe me a cookie

- digi cam
- ipod
- Nokia 5800
- iphone
- Time to re-furnished my bedroom

swear like a sailor