Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

Everyone has problems. Some has minor issues who makes it huge. Some has major issues but it's left unotice. Today when i heard abt Sam's story, i realise that my story isnt the worst. Years of cheating = Years of torturing.. hmm which is worst.. i cant decide cuz both hurts the people around badly. My mum and i moved on alot after leadin a hard life for like 20 over years. Now we look back and poke fun at it. Some move on after a 3 year relationship while some have difficulties movin on after a year. "Be Strong" is ez to say and ez to do if u want to. It's all up there. Wani.. u always tell me that if i really want it, i can get it. Have u tried applyin that theory to urself? But then.. we should allow others to do mistakes so that they'll learn. So, it's your choice. I know ur sensible enough. But i can't see u get hurt. Hmm...

Anyway, on a lighter note, I went for 4 people's hse for Hari Raya. 1St stop at CCK at Herwan's place. He personally cooked up a storm for us. Fried chicken, Prawn sambal, tofu and smth else (dunno the name). Cool ah.. Then we watch Ponchok 2. I cant believe i stay throughout the movie. Thanks to the guys though. It somehow became a comedy movie.

Then movie on to Effa's place when we had Ayam Penyet. Spicy!!!. Haha. And boy her sofa super comfy!!! Then off to Shaiful's place. Otw there i bump into Suren. Hehe, he's look like a lecturer sia. Haha. The whole journey from Effa's place to the MRT (Lakeside) was CRAZY!!! To summarise it, i got married to Herwan and we parade along the over-head bridge while me pleadin for help and later we divorce. Haha.

At shaiful's place we were shocked to see his first cat which we thought was fat until we saw his other cat. Fuyooo. Huge man. And his mum's Laksa was DEEEEE-LIOUS. It was yummy and it yummily made my ulcer worse. The spice lah. Now i'm like eatin/suckin/tastin wadever.. usin ghee to cool it down. It was my fault lah. I had this ulcer thing last week but before i realise it was ulcer, it was too late. It had grown. Now i suffer and mummy says i got ulcer because (1) i talk too much and (2) my high comsumption of peanut butter went over board.

Ok.. back to Hari Raya, the final house was Roz. we had pizza there and we are plannin to hold the birthdays at her bbq pit. Also, sleep overs are soon to be discuss. Sorry, no guys allowed. Haha.

Had a headache at the end of the day. Oh ya, my aunt wans to bring me shoppin. Super shock like why the hell she wan to bring ME shoppin??? But i'm soo not gg if my mum (My saviour) is not there. Bz day on Sat.







I'm free.. I'm free and I"M DAMN FREE!!!!

I'm sooo done wih school and work. Well actualli i'm jobless and i dunt care. Only for now now lah. Dun't be surprise if i go into depression mode for being jobless. Haha.

Anyway, i'm plannin to realli enjoy myself. I mean com'on.. When was the time u actualli really have nothing plan on in terms of work and studies?? I know it's kinda frustratin that u have no idea what u gonna do next year. But i juz cant seem to bother much. I juz wanna enjoy with realli no worries. I've got a lot to do. Alot to catch up on. I'm gonna do things which i wanted to do soo badly for the past 2 years. RE-MAKE-OVER my ROOM!!! OOOHHH YEAH!!!

I'm turnin into into a real cosy and clean bed room for myself. Not tat there's roached and mice and all but it's rather dusty and messy lah. Also.. i'm gonna clean the whole hse. Re-arrange things and all. d hse gonna be sooo cool this diwali.

Also i've got to get back to Edward and Bella in their sequel of Ecilispe.

Soo much to do. No time for school and work. hehe. But not to worry, cuz it soo happen that within a matter of 5 mins, i found out what i'm gonna do next year. And i'm all for it. Not gonna post it in my blog cuz i do have some big mouths arnd and i wont be surprise if they wanna be out there ruinin my life all over again. Hehe.

PS: Graduation Photos should be up by nex post.



My Grad ceremony went abt smoothly. Only regard was not havin to eat the food there. Soo much to do after the event. Photos.. findin lecturers.. Haha. Anyway, i havent got the pics yet.

That's my MMR Book. hehe.

I never have been sooo tired after/during work before. Well, it was the 12% cardmembers special at C.K.Tangs so i was called back. Went back purely juz for the salary. Haha.

Anyway, this time compared to the previous 12% deals, was more crowded. The techno bay at level 3 (electronics side) had nv had been soo crowded before! I tell ya.. it was MAYHEM!!! But of course, there's nv shortage of idiotic customers and our managers suck this time. New managers so they start giving us orders and brifing. Well, that's ok lah but when they come around to us every 30mins to spot-check, that's abit off. Like we arent doin our work. Worst still, we had blur managers who still did not know much of the Citibank Cards. Like which citibank card is eligible or not.

Anyway, after work, went to buy subway. And for the first time, during ordering, my mind stop for like 5 seconds which is considered long. The person ask me wad size i wanted, foot-long or 6 inch. I was like er..er..er.. ah.. for five seconds. I couldnt think but i could understand the surrounding. In the end i end up askin.. "huh.. sorry.. wad did u say???" Then that guy repeated his question and i said 'half' (6 inch). Guess that's how tired i was lah.