Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

This year has started out with a bad news. Proberbly the 2nd worse news, towards the end of the year, in my life. But this time, it's worst. When a person is gone, u'll be sad.. tink about it but as time goes.. it get's better. But now.. i have 7 months to tink abt it.. be sad.. and it'll juz gets harder as the time gets nearer. I'm strong.. but not tat strong. But i'll keep her happy till the end. My word for it.'

On a happier note.. well.. come to tink of it.. there's nth happy to share in this first entry of the year.. I'm lookin for a job.. found some but i'll reject those.. cuz it's either too far.. i dun have certain requirements or it's a long workin period job. I'm not fussy people. I'm tinkin pratically. Distance is important.. Cuz the pay i'm gettin as to cover food and transport.. And i still have to give some to my mum and save the rest. And i cant stay on a job for long.. cuz let's say if i dislike the people or the job or wadever negative parts it may give me.. it's gonna be a challange for me forever... and i may not do the job well in the end.. So why suffer. But if i like the job.. i can always extend the contract. But as all internships, i will start from min 3 months.

Anyway.. let me wish all a Very Happy New Year. And to those who also had a bad start.. well.. good things come after every bad event(s).