Somehow, this is like d most depressing skin ever but
i'm lovin it.
Busy with my life in Tantra Inc as an Assistant Producer and
balancing both family and social life.
Thing is miss most is my sleep and dreams.
Due to work, eating is like a goal for the day, thus i'm literally losing weight.
I still love eating though.
I'm 21 and soon to celebrate my 21st mega birthday party!! Right now, it's only talk.

It's DEEPAVALI!!!!

And guess wat!!

I havent even stepped into Little India to view the deco and lights!!

Which also means, no shopping done.

My family is aint in the spirit of Diwali. Well, dad's still in Hospital. Got transferred to Ren Ci Community Hospital on Monday. I always hated d idea of sacrificing. Firstly.. had to sacrifice my 21st Birthday since my dad lost his toes then. If i celebrated, then my malaysian gang wld know the truth. Couldnt let that happen can i.

Next, because of him, no one has the mood for Diwali. That includes my aunts and my grandma.

Now, i can't concentrate on my work daily. It juz worse that i dislike my workin environment. And i even tok to my boss abt freelancing.. and i can't. Urrgghh.. That's another story.

My dad knows abt this, but whether he feels for it or nt, we dont know. He juz has tooo much ego... too much pride and him losing his bloody leg seems like a small matter. To him, maybe,, but to the rest of us .. NOO! That's where i come in. My mum advises him in a nice manner, She juz couldnt be mean to him. But i can. And she allows me to be too. My dad usually shuts his mouth, after i give him a lecture on life. And i love it. My mum smiles tooo. Yeah.. we're mean..

Well.. he deserves it for makin our lives miserable. If he was an outsider, we would juz shut him off from our lives. Too bad, he's not.

For now, life goes on. My nex update will be a Picture Update!!! Look out!!

PS: Happy Deepavali and Happy Holidays!!!